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‎90% of people marry their 7th-12th grade love. Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight. If you dont repost this, your worst week starts now

ugh why did I read that???????????? Shit

Why.

Bring on the good news bitch.

ugh. I needa reblog this I’m sorry

i read it. fuck. BUT I’MA REBLOG CAUSE I’M ON KENDALL’SSSSSSSSSSSSSS.~

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That is an akward moment!

Ok I said on my other post that I won’t quit my job as a cashier except if there’s a higher paying job waiting for me but I think I have to break my promise because I can’t really take it anymore. So I was on my way to my boss office and I already gathered enough strength to tell him that I want to quit being a cashier and I want to transfer to another dept instead when suddenly he came out and said that ” I heard a lot of good news about you, the head cashiers were telling that you are a fast learner ” and my boss thanked me for being a fast learner and my response was nothing but pure disbelief and a loud word “WEH?!” and yup I know it’s informal to utter that word but I can’t help it. And he just said ” would I lie to you? That’s what they told me” so I was caught off guard and I lost the perfect moment to quit. So now I have to deal being a cashier when in fact I am having a hard time. I am really confuse right now because I’m happy that they compliment me even though I’m just a trainee but I feel awful for still needing to continue a job I don’t want to pursue. What to do now, I can’t quit now especially at this point. Oh wells…..

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taking baby steps and oh i forgot i’m a cry baby too.

this too shall pass, I pray to God.

I can handle this, I know it’s hard in the beginning but later on it will all be just fine.

I want to draw a smile in my face but my mind is blank and my heart pounds, i hope tomorrow is easier than today.

First day at work. I want to cry because i feel stupid and because of my failures awhile ago, Also the head in my dept is a bit strict. I was scolded, I’m a new employee what the.. she doesn’t even train me well, can she be at least considerate?

I want to be optimistic about everything in my situation but i just can’t. I don’t know how far will i go, i thought this job would be easy, however i was caught off guard.

It is my second day at work, when i came in today another head of the cashier dept was on charge, she told me to familiarize all the fresh produce, like what i did during the first day at my work. I came in 3 pm and I was familiarizing all the vegetables and fruits and its code, i didn’t know that her shift already ended and i kept on memorizing all the vegetables in the store until another head dept. came rushing to me, this time she’s the one who trained me on my first day and she told me, “you’ve been there for 2 hours.. bla! bla! from the tone of her voice, i’m being scolded and it’s my fault, she told me to take my 15 minutes break, i took my break and i was on the store exactly 15 minutes after my break and she saw me around 2 minutes after i went back to the store, she then told me.. ” next time be here exactly 15 minutes!” I didn’t protest my self and just said ” okay..” and followed her, she then took a cart and put a variety of fresh produce in it and then we went on a cash register, she then told me ” since you we’re familiarizing for two hours, tell me the name of these products.” Good thing though, i was able to tell almost everything,but whenever i name a product wrong she shakes his head in disappointment.After naming the products, She instructed me what to do on the cash register and left swiftly.

These people doesn’t really know how to train people (the heads), they just let the new ones figure all the problems while being on the job, It’s not like they could catch lessons or learn fast after just one time the heads taught them. Good thing though my co-workers are very friendly and helpful, they really saved my butt on the cash register. I forgot their names, but i thank God for them.

When i came home My mom and dad asks how my day was but i can’t really tell them, I need to pretend that i just had a normal day, when in fact I’m feeling a bit low and slightly want to quit. Yeah i had a bad day, but i can’t just quit. Especially, when i can’t really rely to anybody especially when it comes to financial aspects.

I need to help my parents in earning money to be stable here in America. I will be the one paying my studies when i saved enough money. i know this is hard but i know the Lord will be on my side.

I just don’t want to feel so defeated, so i promised myself today when i quit this job someday, it’s because there’s a better opportunity waiting for me not because i can’t do the job.

p.s. I don’t hate the cashier heads who trained me, I know their busy too, but , geez, i felt so nervous a while ago.

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It’s A lie son..

at the corner of my mind memories of us together still lingers. My stolen moments with you,~~I’ll hold dear forever..~~

Why can’t I forget you? I thought you are nothing to me now. We don’t have the “past” people were talking about and It’s impossible for us to have a future, because you were never mine from the beginning, you’ll always be just a dream that i can never reach.

I can compare you with a star because i can only stare you from a far. I can only watch you as you shine brightly, but then you’ll never know that the twinkle from my eyes are from your light which warms my heart, but then again which makes it hope over and over waiting for you to come down, waiting for nothing.

I loved you for so so long i can’t even remember how and when.

————-sorry followers just a heartbroken lady over here!—————-

I don’t know, I’m so confused i need a psychiatrist i need a doctor for love.

I had No Boyfriend Since Birth ( NBSB) because i had this ideal guy, “HIM” he who must not be named and i was waiting for him to notice me, i was just waiting for the right time. I had loved him before puberty and now i’m eighteen and his 23 but i think he already found the one “HER”. I waited too long for nothing.

Fade in ” Someone Like you by Adele”

I saw a picture of them together in Facebook, it looks like a pre-nup picture, and GAHHHD, after all these years, I thought i don’t feel anything for him now, especially because i already migrated in the united states, Omaygad i was staring at their photos, at first i didn’t feel anything, i thought i was numb, seconds later i felt a heavy weight on my chest, and then afterwards my eyes got a little watery and this happened UNCONSCIOUSLY!!

God why?! they look so good together.

I just realize that maybe Adele and I had the same childhood LOL

I heard that you’re settling down
That you found a girl and you’re gonna get married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, “

All this pain I’m feeling is not his fault, I admit its mine,It’s partly mine and partly his.It’s my fault because He didn’t ask me to love him, so it’s my heart that should be blamed. ~~It’s partly his because why does he acted so lovable around me.~~ Maybe it’s just really my fault because i saw many lovely things to him.

Arghh! If someone could save me from this craziness my heart causes me maybe i’ll be cured by his spell.

but then I want to fall in love with someone i will love entirely without me thinking about “HIM”. ayoko ng panakip butas lang.

I want to MADLY FALL IN LOVE with someone who will be terribly madly in love with me also.

And when this happens, I could face “HIM” without needing to pretend anymore. there would be no more cloudy and rainy moments only rainbows and sun-shines in my heart.

So hey my savior, if you’re out there what is taking you so long? I’m waiting for you to come and save me from this spellbound can you come a little bit faster please?

Come and save me from this unconscious spell binding wizard who held captive of my heart.

——but remember everybody——

As the quotation says.. Don’t Fall in love when you’re lonely Fall in Love when you’re ready.

Thanks for Hearing my rants out! I hope and pray that “the one” would arrive in your life too, and live happily……… together :)

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‎90% of people marry their 7th-12th grade love. Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight. If you dont repost this, your worst week starts now

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It’s A lie son..